40 Mournings and Nights

Friday, November 18, 2005

It's Raining Preggers!

Another one! Another friend of mine is pg. I just want to go home now and crawl under my covers, where it's safe from pregnant women. But first, i'd like a bucket of hot chocolate please, from Starbucks, with EXTRA EXTRA chocolate. Then, i want to move on to the next fix, whatever it is, to stop feeling so bad. Make the bad feeling stop, already. It's so God awful. Like, you want to run around your office building and scream until the pain stops.

But, it's freezing out. And i is lazy. And, well, it would be a tad weird. And so, i wont be doing that. I'll just be suffering in silence.

I am not pregnant, but other people are.

And now it's going to be so weird to run into them. I'd rather not. Especially while they're pregnant. And then, i guess, all normal conversation with them will be lost.

i need some new friends.

So the thing about infertility is that you not only lose your children or hope of them, you lose your friends too.

Well yippe-kay-fricken-yay.

Jude


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